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Friday, April 29, 2011

everlasting love





There were a lot of things happened during these few weeks.No matter that is good or bad. it made a change to my life. sometimes it was really out of control as the unexpected things happened again and again.well, what i can do is just let bygones be bygones. As you know, like me,such a nostalgia person. it was really tough for me to put it down..but i will attempt to do it.no.i 'm attempting to do it right now. please, give me some courage to do so. i promise, i 'll be trying hard to make it possible. bless me !


Hanged out with cw & sonia just now. high tea session in limau cafe, nadeje bakery and starbucks! stayed over startbucks ,dp until 9pm ++. during the way that we backed, we didnt talk anything due to all of us were tired like hell. for me, not really feeling well as i have no idea that what 's wrong with my stomach. keep blended inside :( not that kinds of pain but i just felt ..not a good feeling indeed. after that, when i reached home. i almost cut my finger accidentally. bcoz i was thinking of others thing while i was chop something. ya.i was so careless and keep blaming myself for this accident of made me injured. and the most helpless thing is ...my food get burned again.while i was playing the lappie as i totally forgot about i was cooking something at the moments. aware that bcoz of the smoke wafted to my room. wtf ! stupid me...

I don't want to fall sick ..coughing, stomachache, fever please go far far away from me.
I just need a normal life,with love.
I miss my dad and mum.my family..badly.

must be strong. stronger.






'Trust, but verify.'
hence, i know that i did not do anything wrong.
it is not necessary to feel guilty anymore.


I am who I am.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

regret

我完全沉醉在自己的世界里。
说了一堆我不想说的话。














好后悔。
差一点,就差那么一点,我们就可以变成朋友了。












只可惜我太noob了,还是放不下。

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

mini cooper?!

要永远记住这四个字。
即使可能到最后还是会一个人...
也不能去伤害爱你的人。





‘宁缺毋滥’






我真的很怕自己会因为太寂寞而接受你。
因为在我无助的时候,u are always there for me.
可是对你,又不是爱的感觉。
如果我接受你,就是为了你的mini cooper。
所以我不要做那么肤浅的人。






我不会爱


Monday, April 25, 2011

start afresh

我花了两年半的时间留了这一头,我生平第一次的长发。
我用了两个小时的时间剪了这两年半回忆。
有人说,应该要剃光头才对。剪一半有什么用呢?
我只想说,剩下的,就留在心里好了。
不会太多,不会多得让我再负荷不了;
不会太少,不会少得让我舍不得。
刚刚好。







我真的需要重新开始我的生活了。
如果我再停滞不前,没有人会在前方等我。
我不想落后得太多,也不想太沉浸于痛苦和煎熬之间。
所以是时候,走出来了。
不管再怎么不舍,不管再怎么难过。
总有一天,它都会过去的。



我要用心的过每一天,珍惜身边的每一个人。
把爱专注在家人身上,只有家人永远是爱我的。
至于爱情,



也许很多年后,我们只是记得,我们曾经相爱过;
也许很多年后,当别人问起对方,我们只是会沉默一会儿,然后说:我们不太熟。




Sunday, April 24, 2011

will be fine.

暴风雨之后,总会等到晴天的出现。














于是我等。
希望明天就是个大晴天。


Saturday, April 23, 2011

the broken heart

i hate myself,right now.
i wondering...how long it will take to recover and everything back to normal again?








i just can't bear anymore.
teardrop.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

time

最近的日子,过得比想象中还要坚强。
或许哭,闹,颓废,一蹶不振,根本不是我的性格。
心里是纠结了一段时间,从我坦白的那一刻开始。
我就已经明白,这份爱情来得太快,也消失得太快了。
不要问我为什么,那就是对我最好的安慰了。
我可以已经在慢慢淡忘的时候,你的为什么,也许又会勾起那一切我或许不想面对的过去。




时间会过得很快,你还来不及哭泣,它就已经过去了。所以就让眼睛红一下,就好了。

Sunday, April 17, 2011

man and boy

我曾经遇过这样的一个男人
他很浪漫
很会为未来打算
我跟他在一起的时候总是有无数的惊喜
不久,他就告诉我说想把我带回家让他家人认识我
那次,我真的觉得受了他的肯定
跟他在一起,很有安全感
他很成熟,很懂得照顾我
有时候,也很宠我
他曾经做过很多浪漫的事
以前还在高一的时候,有一天突然收到一封mms
一看手机,是这张照片
当时年幼无知,可是心里却甜到不行了
后面还加了些文字
‘很想你。’



到最后,我们还是分手了。
原因是我们根本不适合
刚开始在一起的时候还好
过了几个月后,两个人都拼命的想话题聊
现在想想,我还真的做过这么一件蠢事
由于我们的话题实在是太太太局限于...
而当时我又太爱他,为了弥补这段感情
我还上网找了一堆有趣的话题等着跟他分享
现在回想起来,爱情真的会让人变得很伟大!
而我,根本就是一个木头。
没办法,第一次恋爱
分手的时候哭得死去活来,真的生不如死。
但是因为他,我真的成长了很多很多...
我也学会了很多
真的,我要感谢这个人,曾经出现在我生命里
扮演着那么重要的角色
让我成长,让我学会坚强。


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花了半年多的时间痊愈。
是因为我遇到生命中另一个特别的角色
两个截然不同的性格
是你,让我真正体会到恋爱的滋味
放学的时候,载我出去玩
吃个大餐,看个电影
对那时候的我而言,是一种再开心不过的事了
不然就是晚上,突然说想我,就在我家楼下等我
我说不可以来找我,还是拼命要来
让我好多次的感动,却不曾对你说



从不知道我家在哪里,用心地上网寻找我家到底在哪里
那个时候又笨笨的,对电脑一窍不通
就觉得,哇,这个男人好厉害!



然后不知不觉,我们就在一起了。
而这在一起,就这么过了三年多
酸甜苦辣,我们都尝过了吧


一个给过我很多快乐的人。
常常有很多话讲,怎么聊也聊不完
这么聊,就聊了三年多
从很陌生到很熟很熟,到现在很陌生
从一个男生,变成一个男人,我参与了这个过程
一个很少很少耍浪漫的人
很少聊到未来
很怕给我承诺
但也更真实的一个人



有些东西 真的不可以太认真
尤其是感情
太容易刻苦铭心
要怎么放手
但,也许这一次,是真的要说再见了。


Friday, April 15, 2011

❤ Island

其实我真的真的真的很希望在今年,21岁之前,去一次我期待了那么久的热浪岛。





可是又好像机会渺茫...



: (



 


这是我多么期待的一片沙滩啊...


Wednesday, April 13, 2011

ago

The most lousiest way to solve a knotty problem is...escape from the problem that you are facing.
Yes, I did it.  





I 'm just desire for a sweet escape. run away from reality ..
An endless hope.


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

掌心

手掌心有痣是叫做和合痣。传说有掌心痣的人,是因为一个约定,一个前世今生的约定。前世和有情人苦恋,前缘未了,于是立下盟约,要在今生再续前缘。 为了能 够找到对方,就以彼此掌心的痣作为相识的记号。当一个人的右手的掌心痣和另一个人左手的能合在一起的时候那个人就是你等的人。
一人在左手,一人在右手。痣的颜色、大小都是差不多的。有长辈这么说过,当手掌上有痣,在这生你一定会遇到一个和你相同地方或者呈对称位置有痣的人。如果两手相贴合时,两颗痣完全重合相合,或者平行对称着一左一右,那这相遇的两人这辈子一定会很恩爱。
痣是挖不掉的,挖掉了表层 里面依然是那鲜明的印记,鲜明的就好像真的有一个前世的约定等着我去寻找。
掌心上的痣是前世恋人落在你手中的眼泪幻化而成,约定生生世世不要忘却彼此。情人的眼泪,今生的约定。这是前世相爱的人为了今生相遇,在奈何桥上,做下的纪念.


嗯,我左手掌心中有颗痣。
姐姐也是。



难道这就是所谓前世今生的约定?


我不懂。


Monday, April 11, 2011

:(

亲手把我心爱的睡衣丢了。
心理难过得不得了。

那不只是睡衣,还是这一年满满的回忆。
它陪着我度过了很多个夜晚.....
还有,那是你送我的。




我还真的快哭了。

: (



学业也不顺利。
这一个月,错过了太多太多。
回来后,很多东西都不一样了

我还以为是我变了?

除了茫然,还是茫然。彷徨。

















Sunday, April 10, 2011

I lost myself



I 'm feeling lost......and blank.
what should I do ? ..

Friday, April 8, 2011

21

Due to the stupid chicken pox matter, I have to stayed at home everyday instead of go back melaka and be a normal student of university. But, fortunately my sister was at home as well.at least I 'm not alone.otherwise I can't imagine how am I going to stay at home alone and do nothing. As you know, nobody wants meaningless life. So, I went Senai Airport with my sis around these few days. visited MPH and Lavender Bistro for high tea session : )  I like the feeling that we can read some books over there with the cosy sofa and soft music. felt relax every time. Also, I used to ordered a tuna croissant and jasmine tea. Tuna croissant is my favourite ! delicious ahhhhhh....❤
 


 

My sister : )





 My jasmine tea and tuna croissant. nice 1 ,seriously!


 I 'm drinking the jasmine tea   : P





After that, tidied my messy room. mop up my collection-coke! thanks for bringing the coke from oversea. appreciate : )


Besides the high tea session, we also went for supper time. my life became soooooo fruitful during these few weeks. hah you know both of us like to eat lol. it could be one of the hobby of me : P And, I 'm the driver during these few outings. we went here and there for a lot of matters which happened.  Last week, I forgot which day already. we went to moonlight sutera for supper. ordered a cheese cake, banana and choco cake. There are various kinds of cake that you can choose. cakes over there are always exquisitely made. prices are reasonable as well. at least it can satisfied us ❤




Suddenly, I found that my face became a little bit oval but not so round as previously! after the chicken pox disease. and my waist is getting slim than before.wahaha it 's such a good news for me. best way to cure my fatty!


Moonlight cake house <


small cake <



bread with curry . tasty ahhh.

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The next day, I went KL with my sis.stayed at her friend 's home. her home made me felt warm because of the every little things around the home. it 's just like a small family with a lot of warmth. we took bus to a new terminal in cheras. Frankly speaking, the terminal made us feel shocked. you know the terminal bus station is just look like a airport. it 's awesome.really.a very awesome drop off place, the board which showing the bus to depart, it 's just like a airport. even there are a depart gate with a police to check the bus ticket.( I thought he was checking my boarding pass.sweat!  ) the environment is clean and convenient since we took cab to midvalley ,it was just took around 5 min from cheras. And, less traffic jam over cheras! this is the most convenience for us. compared to the previous bus station -pudu , it 's sooooooo large difference between them. In a nutshell, I felt that Malaysia is getting better now.at least KL is.



Reached midvalley. bf came kl and accompany with me. Due to both of us like sushi zanmai very much, so we decided to go for dinner.




 三味寿司<



I can't eat those seafood so that I was just ordered a japan curry with rice.



Tobiko sushi and Avacado sushi ❤
fall in love with Avacado recently. : ) healthy



 Baby ordered tempura rice. but I can't eat even if a single spoon of it : (



he got a very short hair cut. wahaha because I prefer short hair guy :P




 ugly me...TT

 Again,food..............


 in front of KLCC. it 's called padi what ahhh.. well, i forgot dy...


Then, we went borders. sis was finding her books and I was looking for my idea..
stayed there for such a long time...more than 5 hours.







reading the book and sitting on the floor.







when I felt hungry and thirsty, I went starbucks which inside the borders and bought a piece of blueberry cheese cake with Java chips. Ahhh...I was so enjoyed although it was cost me RM24.40/. I 'm not so luxurious but I think it could be once in a bluemoon that I bought it. hah


feel stress since the exam schedule for final already out and I havent finish my midterm exam at all.gosh.......I 'm gonna study harddddddddddddddd! buck up to myself .

k lar.that 's all for my update recently.


Friday, April 1, 2011

News


(吉隆坡31日讯)2008年古来校花赖映兴遭撕票案,25岁被告郑锦鸿今日被判处死刑,而第二被告梁姓少年和第三被告黄姓少年皆因未成年,仍被扣押直到获柔佛苏丹宽赦。
本案共有3名被告,第一被告是现年25岁的郑锦鸿,第二被告至第三被告为未成年男生:第二被告是事发时(2008年)17岁的梁姓少年,第三被告是事发时16岁的黄姓少年。
他们共面对两项控状;第一控状指他们在2008年9月11日晚上9时45分至9月12日凌晨12时之间,在古来武吉卡基亚罗路一建筑物内致死赖映兴,触犯了刑事法典302(谋杀)条文。
第二控状指他们在同样时间,在古来的一家霸级市场掳走赖映兴,并向其家人要求6万的赎金,触犯了“1961年绑架法令”第3条文。
法官莫哈末查瓦威周四下判时说,法庭已严正考虑了罪行的严重性,因此宣判成年被告郑锦鸿死刑。
3年前此案轰动一时,死者为古来苏丹依不拉欣国中的校花赖映兴,死者认识其中的一两位被告。事发时死者在霸级市场当临时销货员,下班后疑和被告共车而出事。
死者被烧焦的遗体是在2008年9月16日凌晨,在古来公主城附近的树林内寻获。
此案主控官是主控官奥玛赛夫丁副检察司,此案在审讯过程中,控方先后传召的证人共39人,包括脱氧核糖核酸(DNA)化验师及法医等5名法证专家。
本案原先有4名被告,除了第一被告郑锦鸿(25岁、理发店职员),其他3名被告在犯案时皆未成年;第四被告因表罪不成立,已于2010年11月25日获得释放。
此案于今年2月21日审讯时,因福利局仍需时间对第二和第三被告进行评估与拟定报告,因此要求展延下判,结果法官择定3月31日同时对3名被告下判。
据奥玛指出,2001年儿童法令第97条文阐明,任何少于18岁的未成年者,若在刑事法典302条文下被控且罪名成立,都无法被判处死刑,法庭只能援引2B条文,将被告收押监牢,并将案件提呈给有关州属的苏丹或州元首,请求发落。
本案原本是在柔佛的新山高庭审讯,而且控辩双方已经进行结案陈词,但随着法官查瓦威调任,而转移到吉隆坡高庭下判。
赖映兴事件演进表
3月11日:赖映兴已去联络、后来才知道她被人捉走了
3月13凌晨:家属将赎金交给匪徒
3月15日:警方在古来再也区截停一辆国产肯巴拉轿车,逮捕3名17岁至22岁的嫌犯,从中起获赎金;接着,警方又在公主花园逮捕16岁嫌犯
3月31日:嫌犯带领警方到古来再也草丛中寻获赖映兴尸体

新闻摘自: http://cforum1.cari.com.my/news/kwongwah/news.php?Id=45420



这是三年前,震撼大家的一则绑架案。事发就在我的hometown。
死者也是还跟我在同一个地方做过工,虽然恕不相识,但是这起绑架案真的太可怕了。
三年后,主谋终于在今天被判下死刑,应该是说在今天实施死刑。
真的是罪有应得。
可是另外两个嫌犯,仍被扣押直到获柔佛苏丹宽赦。
其实我想,宽赦? 这种人应该被宽赦吗?
终身监禁都太便宜他们了。
死刑也太便宜他们了。
那两个人不到16岁而已!就干下这种让人永远都无法原谅的事。
如果他们长大了,我真的不敢想象他们还会做些什么更可怕的事。
虽然说,人非圣贤,孰能无过。
但是有很多事,在我们一生中,是不能走错的。
走错一步,你的人生就没有办法再回头了。

所以就一直警戒自己,不能犯错。
现在这个年头的年轻人真的越来越可怕了。
搞到我在路上看到lala仔,都会觉得害怕。

天理何在啊。