20 things that happened in 2010

31/12/2010 2.05pm cloudy ☁

The Last Day of 2010. Originally planned to count down at sentosa or marina sand bay.
Who knows at the end ended up with my laptop again.sweat ==
An regretful day without any celebration.It is because after 2010, I will be 21 years old to celebrate the next new year eve and I bet that I won't join any count down event or what. I must be mature that today..whatever, my mind is blank. And I 'm regret for came back this weekend. Actually I came back for this weekend, the most ultimate reason is ...I afraid to be alone on this unusual day. As a result, it 's better to be alone than feel ignored.
I dun care la.I wanna live very very happy in this moment.yippee!
Well, I wanna do a review about myself for 2010 .★★★






*1- 1st time visited Bukit Tinggi with my boy.There are a lot of gorgeous building that made me felt like staying abroad. ★★★ for this tourist attraction.



*2- Look out point. Is it the only place that can overlook the whole town from a hill?
★★★☆




*3- visited Pulao Langkawi again. the different with the previously is the first trip with friends by flight. ★★☆



*4- The first joined the photography club outing - Zoo Melaka.
★★ only because there are a lot of mosquito!



*5- The first time dear sister came back from Japan. And brought back 1 pox of Kose mask for me. She stayed over my hostel. chicken rice ball and capitol satey celup again! accidentally met mei yan. ★★★★



*6- The first Try Snowflakesssssssss! yummyyyyy~★★★★ (met meiyan again ler!)




*7- Full House. looked forward to this restaurant already thousand of yearsss..nice decoration but then the main course not really nice.★★★



*8- met my dearest sisters in high school. chit chat ★★★


*9- had been invited by the world debate 2010 which located at Afamosa. The first event shooting ★★★★



*10- received my birthday present from Japan. Thanks my lovely sister.! she always know that what is my Favourite. ★★★★★





*11- UK farm,Kluang. with Photography club. Overslept due to the previous night only slept a few hours.Shameful~ ★★☆






*12- Trip to Indonesia, Yogyakarta. experienced the different from Malaysia. Family trip is the best .Looking forward to 2011, October ★★★★★





*13- Hair color turned to black color. someone said that I looked more healthy? perhaps .. ★★★



*14- The first manicure in my life. awws really cute right?!credit to rainbow who are expert to manicure absolutely ! ★★★☆



*15- Joined committee of Bar camp . Free BBQ, Free T-shirt, Played Monopoly,Jonker walk, more familiar with some of the Indian friends. And Sonia Lai and Charles Kang as well ! ★★★★



*16- The first formal interview with coursemate for the AIS subject. Learned something through this interview. ★★★★




*17- Taekwondo Physical training for coco subject. An different way to express our stress ! Even though it was really pain for the whole body.But, it was still an awesome experience for me.Never think that I will learn taekwondo before. ★★★★☆



*18- The most awesome X'mas celebration with mmu girlfriends! unforgettable night with the fantastic video! we amused each other LOL like this very much!!!★★★★★




*19- An unique present from my bf. Another awesome 1 !!! ★★★★★




*20- The last one.permed my hair to curly style .actually not so curly. just make it fluffy a bit ! ★★★★☆


At the end, I hope that 2011 is a prosperous year for everyone.
Happy new year ! See you guys next year ✿✿✿

D

Occasionally, I 'm indeed a picky person.
For the sake of perfect everything happened in my life.I 'm so greedy..
Therefore, I won't satisfy to what I acquired today.
I wish that I could do better than previous 1..that 's why improvement is so important to me.

haih, I just wanna take a deep breath.




















存在感 很 D 。

weekend

Time flies....
I dun even have any extra time to blog.I 'm busy for my assignments, shopping bla bla bla...
That 's why I woke up early in the morning today.After made my healthy breakfast (bread with cheese and ham + anlene milk ) I wanna live healthy so I have to make some effort for my life. I 'm show some pictures which are related to my Christmas 2010.




-Date 23 Dec 2010.
-Venue A08-06

A steamboat party with my girlfriends.X 'mas present exchange and a lot of awesome activities...
No doubt! An unforgettable night for us.





-The next day,pyjamas party?!
Omg we cant stop finding some excited activitiesssssss!
Sleep over A18-3A .And had a tasty breakfast before I went back my hometown.thanks a lot !





这个要用华语写，不然表达不出我的喜悦。
这是我20年以来，收到过最特别的礼物。
这也是我20年以来，第一次收到一份我心里真的很想要却要不到的东西。
它不是一个价值不菲的长镜头，它远远比真正的镜头更触动我的心。真的。


taadaaaaaa~


真的很酷！很有型！很适合我！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
话说，几个月前就在网上不小心看到这样的东西，然后我就拼命找看到底哪里有卖这个东西。
后来找到了，结果又因为是有牌子的东西所以不能寄来。过后我就放弃了 T~T

怎么知道男朋友不懂去哪里找到了！
天啊！我真的很惊喜，很感动................!@#$%^&*()
语无伦次了。
谢谢你，真的 ：）
这次真的太难得了哈哈哈！







Back to the English again..
Met my dearest friends. We had a lunch in er chong wan (japanese again!)
After that went to jusco. Bought my bf 's present over there.
Actually I planned to buy a wallet but cant find any suit him.
At the end, bought a topshop shirt as his present.spent a lot of money hah!





Lastly, we went to Afamosa water world. Crowded of people there.............SWEAT!




okay.end here ! have a nice day :)

an awesome experience

before my dinner,let 's talk something about bar camp and taekwondo training which happened on 18,19 December 2010. It was a very very very early in the morning,I woke up around 6 o 'clock for the physical training. I was really tired since the previous night I went to Jonker street with bar camp committee -sonia, weikang, chien wah and a lot of people. Before that we are still hesitated whether we go Jonker or stay at home, at the end we followed the bar camp committee to Jonker since there are some of them is came from other state even other country as well. Hence, bring them to visited the most famous place in Melacca. We ate asam laksa, sushi, fruit and 爱玉冰 over there. After finished our dinner, I suggested to go 'mooie' for ladies shopping session. There are a lot of unique and sweet clothes for gal..I do really admire the designer of mooie, they are indeed creative and suit my style always. I was wondering why they got so creative brain to design a series of gorgeous clothes for girls. In a nut shell, they are awesome at least for me they are.




Sonia and me .We were searching some clothes..Actually is pretended to do so..LOL




Dang dang~our harvest :)
At the end we choose the same clothes but different color ..
Well, I 'm on cloud nine absolutely!



*kasthuri, zing, sonia, eva and raja.
Get know with them through this bar camp.By the way, I just realized that 2 of them are accounting student and same batch with me ,which means that they are my classmate but I never saw them before .sweat la == Never mind, I feel very glad to know them.they are so nice :)


Well, let 's move on to the taekwondo training on yesterday morning.


Aqiya ,let 's jump~




❤ We were so well co-ordinated! wore the same color T-shirt without any notice before.



Lastly, the group photo with all coco student :)
Also, I gain something through this taekwondo training although my whole body feel very very pain..But then I do appreciate that sir for let us to attempt this kind of training. It 's really something different in my life.


*Polaroid with Sir .
Indeed an unforgettable experience for me.






At the end, happy 3rd year anniversary to YOU.

一些心里话

即使我不开心的时候，你依然可以看见我充满笑容的脸。

有时候那样的笑容很牵强、很疲惫不堪。




但就是，不喜欢... 把自己的情绪写在脸上。

总觉得那样，会影响别人，倒人家胃口。



有些人认为这样很虚伪。但却从未设身处地的为你身边的人想过...

也许有些人，会因为你的悲伤而难过。会担心、会紧张你。

也因为这样，把自己搞得越来越神秘。其实，我很简单。









想来想去，一年前真不该回头的。

不想写上 ‘后悔’ 这两个字。

麻醉药

忍不住 要来写写那天发生的情形。
放假一个星期，我见到的人除了牙医，还是牙医。
结果我根本没能meet到半个朋友.....（纳闷中）
第一次consult牙医，他给了我一堆药要我回家吃并吩咐我三天后再来。（发炎了！）
结果两天半过去了，我只吃了2颗！T________T 我真的很忙。
第二次，就已经是躺在那张可以算是手术床的床吗！
不安恐惧害怕颤抖担忧，毛骨悚然都可以用上。真的
一来就给我打了支麻醉针，再来一支，再来一支....我已经陷入嘴巴不能动的状态。可是身体还是不停地，不停地颤抖着...
从头到尾，两个小时，眼睛都没有睁开过。闭得紧紧的！
虽然说，麻醉药真的很有效，但是我还是感觉到我的肉，一片一片的刮下来。天啊！
血肉模糊的场面我没看到！但是我已经能够想象了..
这时候，我已经抖得不像话了。
医生突然冒出一句，‘不要一直动！’很凶， 现在的医生一点都不慈祥。
就这样挣扎了两个小时，真庆幸自己能活着走出来！
哎~出来了又是一条好汉！
但是麻醉药慢慢淡去之后，我真的快痛死了/////






拜托不要再有下次了。
身体健健康康，平平安安。

明年真是旅行的季节啊~很期待！

weirdo

The weather is always unpredictable...as alike as human.
I 'm so moody recently even holiday I stay at home and do nothing.How come?!
my moods changing as quickly as an ocean.I 'm indeed a weirdo seriously! =。=
going to consult dentist again by tomorrow..If not mistaken, I will do the operation btw.
Daddy said that I have to be courageous..whatever I face any problems..I do. I did as well.
My holiday started from yesterday already.Actually I planned to meet with a lot of friends during this break.unfortunately, a tons of assignments have to finish by this week.wtf my plans will be ruined and spoiled by assignments.my precious holiday will be ended up with fucking hectic holiday with painful .sooooooo sad!!!extremely sad........
By the way,skip those unpleasant stuff.I was happy because of my bf who came melacca and fetched me back to hometown.We went to chicken rice ball and Jusco. Both of us bought something at Jusco hahaha ...shopping once in a bluemoon lately for the sake of my next trip.♥♥♥
I 'm not a typical branded follower but I bought what I fell for ..sometimes I can spend a few hundreds to buy one T shirt which I fall in love at first sight.I 'm such a weirdo absolutely..
Right now,my mind is about changing the kit before my I bought any lens for my DSLR.
thinking only..without any action @.@
All right, gonna sleep and pray for me tomorrow ... :'(

@@

I thought the midterm exam is finished already...I was just dreaming. T_T
Just got back from Mcd with prom night high committee...It was so funny...
they talked about nugget ,french fries ,jagung, wedges and bla bla bla.........ROFL !
erm somehow I felt very excited when I chat with them.
Tmr night still have to attend the bar camp BBQ with them .
shit~my study mood ruined already .=。=

I was just ......enjoying my university life.

: |

when I saw my manicure ,my mind was full of my girlfriends................
It was an awesome night for me . ❤
An unforgettable night with my first manicure credit to rainbow!
I am just thinking something it might be regret at the end .confusing and I am afraid to regret.
well, I am hesitating about the relationship between us ,seriously.





Can someone do something for me without any remuneration?

A sad case

Due to the 'non-stop bleeding teeth problem',I visited dentist today.
It was so scary when I reached there and the nurse call my name and told me 'you can go in now.' I was sweating......really! Btw the dentist has a kindly face.But it still cant reduce my panic.The worst thing is the doctor told me I might have to do a operation after my exam.god damn!!!I never do any operation before..Sigh!I felt helpless and just as well my friends were there with me.Before that I planned to go there alone. I was sooooooooo freaking hate to visit dentist.I wish I have healthy teeth :S I am so down after visited dentist...called my bf and I even cried .Wtf I was so lame! Also I felt my stomach not feeling well after the dinner .How come a lot of problems spring out suddenly !? Midterm exam is coming soon ..for the sake of my future , I have to immersing myself in my booksssssssss .So please, dont seduce to go out okie ! no more movie no more shopping no more dating from NOW .spent RM100 for today 's medical fee.I 'm broke ................I 'm in a mess now.FML!

a fruitful weekend

Well, this is an awesome trip for me.we close to natural..felt relax when I reached there although the weather was kind of hot☀☀☀.freaking love the broad of grassland..♥
Also,meet a lot of sheep,goat over there,very very cute arghhhhhhhhhh
focus to its eyes.








feeding grass to the goat .n look so happy !







lazy to continue dy .hehe time to sleep !
bye


a fruitful weekend

极短篇

刚看了亦婷回的comment,不知道为什么很想笑....哈哈哈.可是又有一点温馨的感觉 :)
不管怎样,这次超期待你回来的!｡◕‿◕｡
那天太有空做了两个摇头娃娃!
结果那些跟我msn的人不是讲傻就是讲好笑.拜托!可爱多一点好吗
染了黑头发,突然不喜欢拍照了.....原因是,整个脸看起来很憔悴的.@.@
明天就要去uk farm了,突然又没有mood去了!(事实证明越容易得到的东西我们越不懂得珍惜。)
我就是这样 喜怒无常 变化多端 情绪化善变到极点的人.........

☂

somehow I got this kind of feeling like.......wish to run away from my home deeply.
or else bring my parents migrate to Australia as they like there very much.
so,should I? If I have ability to do that..I wish I could.
dear daddy and mummy,please take care yourself okay .
miss them badly.

☀☀☀

Well,I 'm busy for two events recently which are photography competition and prom night.
meeting meeting and meeting.a lot of meetings I need to attend.
However, I 'm so enjoy about them.Like to join events and get know with more friends.
sometimes we can find a really good friend through events.
some of my good friend are from photography club too.｡◕‿◕｡
by the way, you can learn a lot of thing and gain experience from those events.
further more, your university life will be memorability indeed!
Seriously, if u not even join any event in university, do not wait any longer!
trust me, your life will be different totally..
Also, I 'm going to UK farm with photography club. looking forward to this outing !
Anyone interested please do visit our booth and register yourself.tomorrow is the last day !!!
you can visit the website too.Please do support us ya !

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/event.php?eid=139016126150401
http://www.ukfarm.com.my/index.htm

All right ,that 's all for today .



故事再美，结局还是再见。

白痴篇

最近情绪起伏不定，心情七上八下...
再度陷入昏迷状态。
找不到自己想要的，开心不起来。
肩单上越来越，越来越重..
是不是应该有个人，能够当我的听众？（可是我又不想说给熟人听=。=）
在你面前，永远都要保持心情开朗快乐的人。因为，我不被允许伤心难过。
于是我不懂得如何面对悲伤。我不懂得如何面对你，在我悲伤的时候。
我觉得这世界上应该没有人能够了解我吧，因为有时候连我自己都不了解自己啊！
真是怪人一个！~_~
我就是典型的慢热一族。

巧克力，拜托你带给我一点快乐吧==

家

亲爱的弟弟,虽然我知道你不会看到，可是我真的真的很无奈。
你知道吗？当你在外头玩得多开心的时候，妈妈在家里担心着，爸爸生气心里更是担心着你，不知道你在外面做什么，为什么还不回家。
你只看到那些不好的，你只觉得他们很烦一直念你，但是你从没有想过那是他们关心的表达。
也许太烦，也许朋友说的话才是最好听的。你觉得朋友才是最讲义气的，但你却没有想过当你真正遇到困难的时候谁才会真正留下来，帮助你，为你好。
有些事虽然我也会觉得很烦，但是你以为你还有多少年可以这样。
我们的爸爸妈妈，两个都五十岁了，你以为你还有多少年能够陪在他们身边。
刚才在图书馆，妈妈突然打电话来，很慌张的声音，爸爸又生气了，你又跑出去了。
可怜的妈妈，好像快要哭了，我在这里，我该怎样？
到底要到什么时候你才会长大,才会懂事,才会知道家人才是最爱你的。

Opps

当你彻底失去一样东西、又或是一个人的时候，你才会发现原来那对你有多么重要。



我太在乎了，这是不对的。
毕竟每个人都有他们选择幸福的权力。
祝你们幸福 :)

4th November

4th November 2010 Thursday 12.42pm cloudy

Uniqlo Malaysia Grand Opening, opening at Fahrenhei 88 now!
that 's a good sign for us is it ?
wanna find a day and go for crazy shopping since i 'm indeed facing 'lack of clothes' recently.
Look at my wardrobe around 15 minutes and cant even find a clothes for me to doll up myself.
and feel lazy to online shopping too.moreover,the quality also not so good.sigh!
Well,I 'm going to grab some plain T from hometown :/

I 'm still under the weather arghhh, how come?!
not motivated, dun tell me this is so called moody.?
perhaps I 'm just lack of an objective, a target, a goal, an aim..





I miss the smile always.



when you smile,the whole world stops and stares for a while.