最近

最近的生活少了一些人，却又多了一些人。
也许人生本来就是这样，有的人来过，停留，你以为他们会陪着你一辈子，但到最后他们还是离开了。
有的人从一开始就一直在这里，没有离开过。
有的人匆匆来过，也匆匆离开。
又有的人虽然很迟才来到，却很努力地，想要留下来。

缘分，真是一门很深的学问。

谁会出现在你身边，谁会离开，这一切好像都是已经注定的。

无论如何，我都还是很感激每个出现在我身边的人，每个对我好的人。
毕竟我，不是一个对谁都善良的人。

那些对我好的人，他们本来就没有义务要对我好的。
所以真的，谢谢你们。 :')




monday blueeeeeeeeee

2 November

I'm gonna study hard, work hard, play hard & live hard for this semester. still couldn't believe that this will be my last semester in MMU. After this sem, no longer staying in Melaka. North or South? still haven't figure out. Hope everything go smoothly. Don't stressssssssssssssss! All the best ;)

it's a murmur

Hmmm...I still couldn't believe that I'm heading to Japan AGAIN!!! I never thought that I can have the chance to visit Japan for the Third time. It's kinda awesome! and I'm not going alone! There's a friend will take the same flight with me although we will be heading to different place in Tokyo but still, full of excitation!

As we know that life is so unpredictable, so we gonna live for today! Ashamed to say that I have wasted the two weeks holiday did nothing at home instead of pursue my 'dream' ( what i meant is my swimming class ;( ) Although I have my own difficulties to make it... but.................sigh! Sorry for being not keeping my promise ;(

My luggage is full with my sister's stuff and she said that means I gonna come back with all japanese stuff! HAHA as I didn't bring much clothes because I'm gonna wear her's! Thus, I think 15 kg is more than sufficient for me. HAHAAAAAAAAAAAA I can't stop laughing as she gonna bring me for Autumn shopping. Shibuya, Harajuku here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ;)

Bye.......Bon voyage!
 
 

It's October.

I have changed my blog's link, layout & template to make a new afresh. After the internship, the emptiness comes along without any motivation to start my day. I seriously enjoyed the time so much! Have been missing my colleagues & the working environment under the delighted tone in every moments.

There are still 2 more weeks holiday and I'm not heading back to campus on the first week. and I do worrying about that... After sooooo long, it 's about 8 months and we gonna meet each other again. I wonder what will happen to the next? Well, It's just kind of life.

Today is an opportunity to get better. Don't waste it! 

shortly update

Deducted all my annual leave, public holidays and weekends...
12 days left.

Finally, all the staff moved to new office in Bangsar South today.
The buildings look so modern.
It's really hard to describe without pictures!
wait me grab a new phone first then I only capture it before I left.
How niceeeeeeeee the working environment is!

Mum I miss u!
Dad I miss u!
I miss my family soooo much!
I 'm gonna back home for 2 months after all these things settled.



Love.

Oh

I just wanna say .................








I'm going home tomorrow!!!

Hooray  :P

(homesick lar..........)

My weekend!

Yo. It 's just a sunny Sunday. 

I did so much things within 24 hours!God, why is Friday so close to Monday? 

Why is time passing so quickly? 

I have too many queries and no one can answer me.  

I had an simple yet happy weekend.

Friday night after works, I went Midvalley with colleagues for shopping session! Lol we didn't take dinner after reached there. We just shoppppp since it's having great mega sales now! ;P

At the end I only spent RM39 for a dress in F21! Worth buying right!?

 

They're so cute! I like them ;)

And Saturday, hanged out with the one we didn't meet each other for half year I think. 

Just felt like ... meeting out with an old friend. 

We talked craps, acting around and did stupid things as we used to be.

Just something have changed. Nevertheless, it 's still you. 

I bought a pair of shoes. Again! = =

I was like a centipede as I never get enough of comfortable and nice shoes. 

Then we went Xu Liu Shan, a newly open dessert shop in Pavilion which originated from Hong Kong. 

Their mango desserts are superb!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just randomly picked this set. It costs me RM 12.90 or 13.90.

Actually the desserts in this photo are larger than they actually are. but it 's really awesome!!! 

Strongly recommended!  

By the way, after I had finished the awesome desserts and going to cashier. When I turned around, guess who I saw?!!!

I saw cheesieeeeeeeeeeee! My favourite blogger !!!!!!!

She is soooooooo pretty!

with Audrey - The cutie blogger and Suet Li - The great teacher!! 

They were just sitting behind me. eating Xu Liu Shan as well Lol 

I was so excited ! HAHA I was like a little fans since I read cheesie's blog for so long. :P

Like all her Japan posts badly! 

Sunday, which is today.

I spent my time with me, alone.

I washed clothes, read my novel, did something for someone, cooked lunch...... 

To be honest, I enjoy being my real self.

Time to tidy up my life. Time to work hard tomorrow? 

No more wasting time. no more grumbles. 

Be thankful for everything that happened to me, no matter good or bad. Some lessons in life are best learned through pain and grief.

Haha, that's all for my update. Enough exciting or not?!! For me, it is. 

;) 

Healthy day!

Things won't be so smooth all the time.

Cry if you need to, its healthy to shed your tears.

The sooner you do, the sooner you will be able to smile again.

Gonna learn to accept that not everybody is who you thought you knew.

Yes. I 'm so healthy today! :'(

Lost

I hate thief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





In fact, I still can't let go my phone.

I keep think about it when I was strolling around the street. ;'(




What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feeling like crying ......

Quick update!

We had an exclusive meeting today, with all the partners, directors, staff from Tax & Audit Department.
It 's the first time I've seen all the staff gathered at our workstation with so many serious faces.
And before that I have been told by colleagues our firm is going to announce a big news in the meeting.
Rumours around, everyone speculating around. No doubts, It did happened today.
No matter it's good or bad, It will not affect me so much.
Perhaps it will be getting better in the future. I don't know.
However, I did hope that I can join this firm after graduate since I like my colleagues so much, plus the culture is quite good, nice environment, and so much works. Lol
There are only 2.5 months left.
I cherish every moments spent with my colleagues.
I have been assigned for a job for around 2 months plus, and it's going to end soon. I'm currently working in a team. We travel to Klang, Shah Alam and Subang everyday. We took lunch and dinner together. We suffered. We talked about our childhood. We laughed out loud. We worked hard together. This kind of feeling is like... the fact is, you cannot do much without a team. Teamwork is extremely important to the success of any team.
Everything went smoothly except for one thing is - my phone got stolen last week.
It 's the most saddest thing which happened to me in these few months.
K la I'm not going to talk about it in detail since I know it doesn't help no matter how much I have complain to. I just lost it and I was sad. I 'm still sad actually! Fuck
Whenever happens it happens.
My colleagues and Seniors treat me sooooo well.
One of my colleague made sandwich for me. I was so touched and I wanted to capture it but I can't T.T
Another senior bought me a pack of meesiam as my breakfast another day.
Then they treat me dorayaki as well.
It might be very small things for others, but it did meant a lotsssssssssss to me seriously.
I 'll keep it in my heart. I 'm sincerely thankful for everything whatever happened to me.
Thanks a lots. =)
It would be great if I didn't received some sarcastic concern like 'buy another new one lar u are so rich' . . .
I was not born with a silver spoon. In fact, who actually I am, either I 'm rich or poor, I don't need to explain to anyone else. I just be myself. I won't care you so much. I 'm so busy to love those who love me! That's all. Lol
I 'm gonna work hard and use my own money to buy another one. I swear! ( Then my travel fund gone ) T.T
K la. No monday blue today! it 's quite weird ...........!!! Good night.

爱与近况。

话说我突然又不想换地址了。
再也找不到一个更适合的了。


管他的。




就突然很想update一下...... 虽然 ........
所以就 .......... 


这就是人生啊。





人生如果僅去求得兩點一線的一帆風順，


生命也就失去了存在的意義。









这就是我啊。


坚强起来走在刀尖上都不会哭。






你们呢？




过得好吗？

我很好呢。（当然我有时候也会不好....)


我很认真在工作，虽然每天早起很累..................................zzz


但是那一点一滴从工作中建立起来的自信与满足感，是无法用言语形容的。 你懂吗你懂吗？


热爱工作的态度，同事间的幽默，和默契、欢笑声。 


虽然很累，很累，像个工作狂一样，没有生活，但是还有太多太多好的事情，已经远远超过了那些累、那些苦。


我真的，很庆幸来了这里，学习。


一个既陌生又熟悉的环境，它真的会让你越挫越勇。


我有室友，但是我可以一个人生活，我找到我的目标。
我可以一个人上班下班洗衣煮饭打扫房间逛街看电影旅行吃午餐晚餐睡觉买东西换灯泡搬东西看医生跑步。
‘我可以’不代表我一定要这样做，但我有能力这样做。而且我真的很开心我可以这样做。
一个人是寂寞，但如果两个人要互相猜疑那才是痛苦。




至少我现在好好的。


爱真的不是嘴上说说而已。

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 林莞晶 。



我今晚很想哭。我也有伤心难过的时候。  :( 

F

To someone,

I'm gonna change my blog address.

Please do not visit my blog anymore.

APPRECIATE YOUR KINDNESS!




日久不一定生情，但一定见人心。

$_$

如果你觉得我在这里只是为了逛街、看电影、吃喝玩乐、享受生活，那你就错了。
你不懂我工作的时候多么努力学习为了建立我的工作经验。
从天亮到天黑。
常常工作到天黑才到家。


Auditor的生活，就是没有生活。
一天忙到晚，没有时间闲聊，没有时间谈恋爱，没有时间伤心难过，没有时间关心朋友，没有时间.......。
我真的很庆幸这段时间的我再也没有了爱情的牵绊，再也不会为了谁而心痛。
然而我把我仅有的一点点时间留给我最爱的家人。
也因为这样，我有时间好好地充实自己，让自己前进，而不是原地踏步。


我真的深刻体会到，原来实习是我人生的另一个转捩点。
来这里一个多月了，陌生的环境没有并没有把我变弱，它反而让我变得更强了。
它让我明白了好多好多，也让我更加确定了一些我从前一直犹豫不决的问题。
这六个月绝对会是我人生中一段很棒很棒的经历。
还剩下的那半年大学生活，我一定一定会好好珍惜!!!! 


哭的時候沒人哄，我學會了堅強； 怕的時候沒人陪，我學會了勇敢； 煩的時候沒人問，我學會了承受； 累的時候沒人可以依靠，我學會了自立... 

拿了第一个月的薪水，第一次逛街买东西，感觉好棒！
我觉得我是最精明的消费者和最会理财的实习生 
因为我一个月还可以存超过五百块。


我觉得这样的人生好棒。 
爸爸妈妈，谢谢你们。 ：）

Done

Hello everyone!!! 

I've officially finished my first out station job.

It took around two weeks for this company.

I just simply love this building as there are so many food court nearby. 

Some more the price are more reasonable than bangsar with a lotsssssss of choices!

Chicken rice, nasi lemak, thai style, Vegetarian, Steamed fish, Starbucks, TGI, bakery and so on lar! 

Almost bought bread everyday as my snack during tea time. 

I love this job very much. just simply enjoy it. 

My first job with an indian senior and a chinese audit assistant.

Before I started this job, I already knew that I'm going to follow an indian senior for my first job.

I was scared and nervous as she looks fierce. 

However, after these two weeks. I realized that she is just too nice!!!

And the another chinese gal, she is quite nice too!!  

I 'm sooooooo lucky to meet them! :)

After so many days, I have backed to the office and continue to amend the report. 

Senior bought goreng pisang for us during tea time.

Although I 'm still a newbie trainee. I haven't get familiar with all the colleague as I think there are more than 50 staffs in audit department. 

I just simply feel happy today. 

I hope that I can learn many things as it will definitely help me in my future career. 

Last but not least,

To all my family & friends, 

Keep your dreams alive!

Work hard !!!!!!!!

*miss this gal so much! <3

one month anniversary.

虽然说是home sweet home, 但是家家还是有本难念的经啊。




請不要相信偶像劇中所謂的，
因為不能讓彼此幸福而離開。

因為，

當你說離開是為了不讓對方受到傷害的時候，
你已經給對方造成了最大的傷害。 

stronger

我很好。

可是却睡得很不好。每一次睡觉都有做不完的梦似的。

醒来的时候，好累。

但唯一让我确定的是： 我真的比从前快乐。

生活总是让我们遍体鳞伤，但到后来，那些受伤的地方一定会变成我们最强壮的地方。 这是你说的。

Internship?

For your information, I have started my internship in Moore Stephens AC, which is an Accounting firm in KL. Actually, I have been looking forward to start for quite long as I wished to move on with a new life. Who likes exam?! The day before I start everything here I got a nightmare! I dreamed about tomorrow will have a midterm test you know!? That's kinda terrible !!! I think that I was just overstressed. :(  After that, 28th Feb I have moved my stuff to my new room, with a new roommate. I have grown up already so I think I'm not afraid to get familiar with the new environment. Be independent. Be tough. Be strong. I believe that I could make it one :)
Buck up!!!

Well, I have some photos to share with you guys.
This is my office. clean & tidy. and the air-con is functioning very well because it's freaking cold!!!!!!

This is my table. I got another laptop from the senior manager.

My formal attire for the first day. It was chosen by Lai Sonia. Lol

She came my new room on the day before I start to intern. My first visitor! Steady to the max <3

Do you know how much I miss you guys ........?

And somehow I miss Melacca as well. Is it because of you? hmm.I don't think so....... :')

The second day, I went lunch with bunch of colleagues there. Getting familiar with some trainees, some of them are from UM, Sunway, UTM and MMU cyber as well. And they all said that I'm look like a Korean. I heard that wherever I go. because of my small eyes marrr =___= 

All right. It 's 10.16pm now and I'm gonna sleep!
Seriously hope that I won't feel monday blue tomorrow. @_@
Good night.

五月天

你们真的好棒、好棒!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤❤❤

22年来，第一次花钱去看演唱会，而且还是五月天的!!!!!!!

（期待了好多年啊你知不知道）

从很久很久以前，就一直觉得这一生中，一定要去一场五月天的演唱会!!!

一定要!!!!!!!!!!!

因为真的，感觉像是完成了一个2012年的wishlist ❤

「終究會 有一天 我們都變成昨天，

是你陪我走過一生一回 匆匆的人間。」

.

Sometimes people choose to leave not bcoz of selfish reasons, but they just know that things will get worse if they stay.

New layout

If you don't do stupid things while you're young, you'll have nothing to smile about when you're old.






So..Just do it! without thinking too much.

Wish me luckkkk ;)

Y Y

回到家后，没有心情读书。
疯狂爱上了一部古装戏!
从来都不喜欢看古装戏的我，竟然超喜欢这部戏。











也不知道为什么。
这真的是很凄美的一部戏。


片尾曲也超好听的............!!!!!






停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演
下一页
你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝
这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找
约定了的天堂
借不到的三寸日光。
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找
约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光。
那天堂是我爱过你的地方




















深深感动了我 哈哈哈 

happy ending

'如果你聽到這首歌，我想對你說：

「你，就是我最放不下的人。」...'

五月天的歌总是能唱出人们的心声。

不知道为什么，就是觉得这首歌，特别的感动。

原来在我们的人生中，会遇到很多很多不同的人。

有的人只停留了一下下，有的人却一直一直都在。

后来，有的人离开了。

却又有别的人来了。

有一天，我看了一篇文章。—— 22岁的女生，你一定要学着幸福

22岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。

22岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

22岁了，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过去。要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。

我真的才愕然发现，今年，我，已经是要步入22岁的人了！我的天啊。

我真的已经过了玩暧昧的年龄了吗？！ 

沉思了一阵子，才发现，我根本玩不起。 哈哈哈 

我总是坚持着我 ‘喜欢就喜欢，不喜欢就拒绝’ 的原则面对每个想试着靠近我的异性。

我很少很少会站在中间，举棋不定，我太理性了。

即使内心起伏再大也十分理智冷静。 

于是我终于才明白...

人老的标志是： 突然发现自己很难再轻易的喜欢上什么了，并且内心很难随意地跟着什么热闹起来。

而且，自我保护的意识越来越强、越来越强。

我突然害怕了起来。

不冷不热，让人难以靠近。

不要让未来的你，讨厌现在的自己。我正在努力变成自己喜欢的那个自己。—— 我真的好喜欢我自己 ！ ❤

哈哈哈哈哈哈 好自恋喔

可是你知道吗？ 

最近，我很好。

也很开心。

同时也很期待下个学期，换个环境去学习。

有一点害怕，却也习惯了独立的生活。

每天都在收拾房间，准备搬家。

丢了很多我曾经很喜欢但是知道留着也没用了的东西。

还有很多很多的回忆。

还有这一片我以后会很怀念的天空。    我原来也会不舍啊。

上个周末，谢谢你们。虽然很不愿意跟全部男生一起，但还是很开心 ：）

flashback 2011

2011年——  一个有喜有悲的一年。 

21岁，这一年就这样过去了。

第一次亲眼看见雪。

从小多么渴望亲手摸到雪，没想到在这一年，和你，一起到了雪山。

第一次穿上yukata，化了大浓妆，还上了台。

这绝对是我人生中，其中一件非常不可思议的事。

当了Prom night的treasurer

第一次去了Prom night

后来失恋了，把我留了两年的长发，剪了。:'(

第一次，一个人搭飞机去了一趟日本。

一个人走遍了东京。很难忘的经验 ..

后来一家人也去了一趟日本。 :)

第一次，打了人生中第一个耳洞。

跟你们也变熟了。:)

第一次爬了Broga Hill

第一次那么random地开了车就走了

第一次有了人生中第一架smart phone

第一次参加那么大型的圣诞派对。:)

第一次，收到那么长、那么感人的信息。:')

还有........

第一次，心里那么酸。

第一次，那么深的遗憾。

第一次，跟你变成好朋友。

第一次，真正失去你了。

第一次，我不知道自己要的是什么了。

那些遗憾、那些迷茫，就留在2011吧。

2012一定要过得更好。
你，也一定要幸福。

把所有的痛苦和委屈都留在去年吧。

加油，林莞晶。 ：）