bittersweet

i have slept a very short nap but it was soooooooooooo satisfied for me.after eaten some medicines.
Guess what? I went for pandai hospital twice dy! but the doctor was not available at that time & time not matched. Finally, i was able to consult the doctor by this morning. I was so brave by took cab to hospital alone. actually, I was afraid and kinda nervoussssssss. but i can't!!! have to act to be calm. because I know that there are a lots of friends & family still worrying about me. I need a healthy life.stay strong, be tough. All the best  =)

I 'm not afraid !

如果让我过得了这一劫，相信我，明天以后我一定会更珍惜我的生命，更懂得照顾好自己，更努力地生活，更珍惜我身边所有的人和事。










真的，如果这一切都还来得及，我一定不会食言。 

...

爱了三四年的人。
你以为你不会忘了。
你信誓旦旦地说要等他很久。
直到有一天遇到了一个人，
和当初对他一样的心动。
然后你才发现，
你其实不是那么爱他了，
你爱的只是回忆，
还有不甘心失去。
至于三四年的等待，
不过是因为还没遇到更爱的。
于是你也要感谢他，
三四年来一直做你的信仰，
让你还不至于灰心或者堕落。
最后你也会带着祝福，
开始你新的恋情了。
我们像蜕变了一样，
而他不过是陪你青春过。


well,this is so called- the ugly truth.

happy foreveralone mid-autumn festival

话说，这是一个凄惨的中秋节。

本来不觉得有那么的惨，直到看到很多很多人都在玩蜡烛提灯笼，而我就在房间切了那可爱的小叮当月饼，也泡了茶，电脑还播着‘但愿人长久’。

但是又如何，不管那月饼有多么可爱，那茶又多么香浓，那首歌有多么动人。

没有人分享，幸福就只剩一半。

还带了灯笼回了叻，结果都没有派上用场。 ~.~

结果叻，我一边看one piece，一边吃月饼，品尝我的铁观音，享受孤独！

而且还收到一个MMS ，蜡烛的照片，真是‘有心了’！！！

心里极度不平衡中 =________________________=

非常不像我写的一篇............奇怪的是，是我没有不开心。

还好，我真的还好。

只是很想玩蜡烛罢了！

最近才研究到我女友的一个color tone，好soft喔~

哈哈哈

happy foreveralone mid-autumn festival!

Thanks

Oh happy 21st birthday to myself. I got a few of awesome celebration from bunch of friends & beloved family!
everything that happened to me is just too hard to express by words.
I felt grad on these few days.
Thanks for giving me a lots of surprisessssss! seriously, I couldn't  imagine you guys can be so creative !thumbs up <3

Thanks for everything that you all have done for me. deeply appreciated  ._.
Thanks for coming. Thanks for every wishes from you all ❤

Oh ya

Halo.I feel better now. haha  =)
My study mood, please turn on as soon as possible okay <
since the lovely final exam is approaching........ lol

Friendship isn’t a big thing – it’s a million little things!
Thanks for giving me a lot of warmth when I need you, you & you. 
highly appreciate .... !


All right, wake me up when September ends! I hope to skip this month badly :P

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心中的呐喊

期待很久要回去的前一个小时，心中突然满满的不舍。
这一次离开，有和之前不同的含义。

有时候，同样的一件事情，我们可以去安慰别人，却说服不了自己。










我希望，下一次回来会是带着很愉快的心情 =）

=）

我的部落格很悲伤。
悲伤到我自己不敢回来看。
然后我不得不写新的，来盖掉那些伤心的。
这种感觉真的.........很可悲。

我要振作起来，重新出发。
我会好的，我保证。

我不喜欢september，因为今年的生日，我不想过。
不能活在回忆里，我决定了不再执着下去。




哪怕是你的一点点鼓励，我都会铭记在心。

新生活，我来了。 =）

bye

I'm tired of trying.

bye.