你比从前快乐

听了他们的故事,心愣了一阵.
我知道,我们都一样...我们面对的事都一样,只不过,我没那么勇敢.
我只会躲起来,等我好了,再出现在大家都面前.

我没办法装作不在乎.所以避而不见.
我没办法逃避,所以我面对了.

这就是事实.



还是家里温暖,只是少了一些...和多了些回忆.

monday blue huh

busy like hell lately.

planned to back melaka on sunday. at the end i backed today with daddy. woke up early in the morning and reached melaka at 7am! so......can't you guess what time I woke up this morning ah?! TT I won't grumble so much because when i woke up, i saw a glass of milo which was brew by my dad. sweet to the max! I 'm a happiness person muahahaha<

After came back, i had spent half day to study for the coming exam in library today. tired to the max!
I went there alone after class for a whole afternoon. came back around 5pm then took a nap for 1 hour. After woke up, i cooked chicken rice with lady's finger and lettuce as my dinner. Then 8pm, went library again with eddy until 11++pm. hardworking right?! I had found the familiar study mood through library again. motivation is getting stronger . By the way, i had deactivated my facebook account yesterday since i don't want to spend so much time for that.feel like wasted a lot of precious time which i can do many meaningful things. for example, study, study and study. lol i 'm gonna become a bookworm. good sign is it?! ;)

See! so cute  :D
but I 'm the one without specs lar
Let 's study !

good night, my world.

:

往往在夜深人静的时候，寂寞深入骨髓...回忆般涌现。
有点无奈，有点感慨。

上一次失恋，我用了好长的一段时间才让自己重新振作起来。
那个时候，每天晚上一直哭，哭到不敢一个人睡，那几个月来一直都睡在爸爸妈妈的房间。
然后失眠了好久好久，几乎天天都睡不着，睡前时眼泪还是会默默的留下来。
茶饭不思，每天只吃那几汤匙的饭，有时候还倒掉，因为根本就没有味口。
每天打电话给我那个最好的朋友，跟他诉苦，一直哭......
考试的时候，没有心读书，执着了好久，钻牛角尖了很长很长的一段时间。
那段日子，真的太难熬了。那是我这辈子，觉得最痛苦最消极的时候。
现在回想起来，我是怎么活过来的....?
行尸走肉般的生活过了大概一年半左右。
直到我遇见你....



我才真正从失恋中走出来。
我找回自信，找回恋爱的感觉。
那时候真的好开心，很单纯的快乐，因为你。

motivation

I have been waiting for so long........yet I still haven't figure out what 's wrong with us.
Therefore, finally I realized that..

You can make whatever you want out of YOUR life, but first you have to not be afraid to try.

So, don't be afraid. don't expect too much. because the best things always come when you least expect them to.

very first time i 'm joining the photography competition.did not expect so much to win.just for fun.
However, I feel very pleased while seeing people like my photos. especially those who are not my friends.
as they like my photos by their own view not because of supporting me. it made me feel great..
A strong motivation to move on. buck up!  =)

A photo can say a thousand things. that 's why I love photography badly.
As you know, 'Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.' but we couldn't keep those memories in our mind forever. so.....we can record down by capture it as a photograph. then keep it until the end.

TT

staring blankly.
So, what 's on my mind? it is totally blank right now.
felt very frustrate today.during the corporate accounting class.
since i couldn't concentrate and focus on my text book. suddenly memories spring out.
i was just staring the note and do nothing. i 'm useless sometimes that i felt. freaking depressed.
but i never ask for help. nobody can help me, but myself. imma help myself to stand up.

somtimes i feel rather being alone than ignored by people. in fact, i need someone who stand beside me even though he or she is silent or what. just make me feel i 'm still alive. in this world. but i never request for. because i don't want to trouble people. wtf .so lame.!

i wanna back home. 

H

My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now is in pieces because of you.

鼻子酸

今天晚上，真的难过到了一个极点。


对爱的人，为什么可以那么自私











除非不爱了。
这就是我给自己，最好最好的答案。

Y

Time might be changing everything that around me.
either good or bad things, but it 's not a matter for me.
As long as I can still accept and go through it. I really don't care about it.
Everyone hopes to live better. I do so.
so I better give up those things that made me hurt and then yield to the reality.
Luckily I'm fine :)

'The hardest thing about realizing you don't love me, is that you spent so much time pretending that you did. '

my friends

To all my dearest friends, 

'You may be out of my sight… but never out of my mind.  '  ;)

Regards,

Zing

Let 's smile

Yea, I miss the sea, the beach and the sky.
The sea and sky seems to blend into each another.the sky meets the land..........
feels like going to the beach when I met some knotty problems that I couldn't solve it easily.
she is coming back. finally <

I think i'm going back home and pray the buddha..pray for the peace.

Dad called me last night, he said that he felt guilty to me because of giving me too much pressure. and i felt like crying when i heard what he said. he is always thoughtful for us. he is trying his best to give us more and more...
And I always know. I love my family.every members of them.
Family is the most important thing in the world.

Perhaps, one of my stone could be put down 1st.?!
Well, I hope so.
Stomachache frequently, what's wrong with my tummy...
everyone has moved on and left me behind...No no ... i have to go as well !
I deserved a greater life.
I can be tough, I can be strong. I will move on  :)





I miss your smile a lot, but i miss my own smile more.

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Always remember that after the bullshit you will be a stronger person.

Therefore, I believed that I 'm going to become a stronger person right now.

I 'll be fine.

And, cheerful zing is coming back soon...lol

IMY

existing?

常常觉得自己很多余。

不管在哪里都好。

存在感还是一样，很低、很低。

天啊！

我真的不明白，在这时刻，我怎么会如此消极？

不说了，还有很多人等着我去担心的。

sayonara

我

我一个人来到这里。
我从来没有想过会有那么一天，我会自己一个人，踏上这一片土地。
我很勇敢。
不，是我不能不勇敢。



我一定要把所有的事解决。
我要安定。



我其实也蛮害怕的。
我想哭。