:(

Apparently ,today is not my day at all.. perhaps can consider as an unlucky day ?!sigh~
woke up at 9.30am for the sake of not going to bring too much stuff to kl.so asked my fren help me to bring back my hometown.erm,really feel appreciate to my fren- weiyi. thank you for helping me!I 'll pay u back next time :)

during these few days, I always wake up around 12 or 1 pm due to the previous day fall asleep around 4 or 5am ..moreover, skip my breakfast and lunch everyday!shit wat kind of life I am having now...I 'm not on diet arghhhhhhh.

By the way, cooked 薏米水 just now.but it turned out 烧焦口味薏米水.T________T
at that moment, I really felt speechless.

Also,having headache and toothache right NOW!god damn it~
still have 2 subjects to go..

Arghhh I wan snowflakesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

Come on, take a breath !God bless!

murmur

woohoo,it 's the time for me to rest...finally!
4 subjects down and 2 more to go..MA ,BDS.GOD bless me please!
got around 1 week to do revision for these subjects.actually is really enough for us isn't it?
so......I will try my best !my sweetieeeeeeee, just try ur best as well.good luck to u all ❤
last few days received the parcel from my boy,which was mooncake !!!!


you won't know how happiness I am. hahaa sound a bit show off hor.no offence la!
but i 'd like to say out..thank you so much baby!so glad to received your mooncake ❤
thus, decided to share with housemate and some friends.
somehow the first person I thought was rainbow.coz I know that she need to wait until after the final exam only can back hometown!so after discussed with ahbing directly go her house ding dong .btw to take my baby lion haha :D
As usual,the second 1 is aqiya and sonia !
but they seems like not at home oh..so passed to their housemate bah!
the left , settle by me and ahbing hahahaaaaaa

All right, start revision right now !
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.









you are the best thing that 's ever been mine.

人心，难测。

那天晚上，我觉得我打了那通电话是错的。
明明知道每次主动就会以这种结局结束，为何还自作自受。
所以我也决定了。

我只是不知道，原来你那么介意。而我知道，我其实不是你想的那样。
还是算了，再解释也只是多余。




没有不开心，只是你让我多了一份罪恶感，难以形容的。

20th

刚刚结束今年最后一次的生日庆祝-烤肉会
有好多照片都因为我没有带cable回来所以没有出现....
回去马六甲后也应该不会upload了,因为沉浸在假期中的我,根本没有在准备考试.
这一个星期,我要变成书呆子每分每秒都不能再错过了!!!!不然真的来不及了啊啊啊啊啊 :(
还有我想说,谢谢你们,谢谢那些帮我庆祝生日的朋友.不管是大学里的,中学的,爸爸妈妈,还有男朋友 :)
我觉得,对于我心意最重要.那些卡片,我其实也没想过到了大学还会收到生日卡.和信.
就因为中学时常常都是我在做卡片给朋友,所以我很意外,也很开心.由衷感谢 :)
大略叙述一下这几天我是怎么过的..
还没有回来之前,cw,nono,sk,adeline就意外地给了我一个惊喜!说什么喝茶,骗我去了一个cafe突然拿出蛋糕和礼物.我只能说,我太惊喜了!因为那时呢,好像还有很多天才到我生日呢.
然后在回来之前,和huikee,rainbow,yiting,shuleng去吃了韩国餐-daoreh.本来准备rm40-50的结果价钱也太公道吧.5个人5样菜rm132.老板又热心帮我们拍照还给我hellokitty的糖果. 好评 :)
然后回来这几天由于男朋友正放假所以我们每天都出去吃吃喝喝哈哈哈
去吃了很好吃的果条仔我真的太喜欢吃果条仔了!
生日前一天的那个晚上我们去了george & dragon 吃西餐!我只能说价钱又是很公道而且还不错.一共吃了rm79.10 2个人,一个鸡扒一个salmon一个mashed potato一碗mushroom soup 两边柠檬茶.很值得吧! :D
然后今天家里bbq请了几个中学班上的同学.爸爸妈妈一大早起来帮我准备了好多东西.只能说我很感动.总之一切很圆满的结束了.很好,什么都好,就是没读到书T_________T
算了,回去冲刺吧.
我20岁了啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!真难以置信.
马六甲,我来了!:(

97th

Yo,I have decided to back hometown during hari raya .perhaps a few days ?
due to there are so many reasons allowed me to go back...
last night,a friend (who familiar with me many years ago but we did not keep in touch for a few years ady) suddenly find me via msn. It was really surprised for me. and I even thought that I m dreaming izit? Actually, he is my best friend always. We play basketball once,we roam the street outside of my home.and he even cooked porridge for me once. but there was some time ago. gosh, I really can't imagine that how excited I am. Well, such a nostalgia spring up suddenly.you know, I almost lose my head .wtf
Then I asked another friend, what am I going to reply him?! My mind was totally blank! but then my friend keep laughed at me ..==| By the way, I also wondered that why am I became so nervous after chatting with him.LOL then he date me on next week . ermmmmm, should I attend? Should I ?
Although it made me feel a bit a awkward , I still glad to received his message and he still remember me ..well, at least it was brighten my day.

All right, let 's write something about last week.
due to the national day of Malaysia , I have enjoyed 6 days for holiday.
As usual, backed to my secondary school for anniversary of school and meet some old friends.


dolled up like a .........hahahaaa looked so fat!
the hat was newly bought by my sis from japan.and I wore her clothes as well since I din bring an clothes hahaaaa :D brought 3 camera go there ,can u imagine how heavy was my bag :/




No doubt, polaroid is always my fav! :D happy looks!



main field .






this corridor were absolutely familiar with us as we need to go the classroom by using it everyday!



After that met them, my sweeties.



he is my best buddy !!!a sincere, kind, humorous person. dote on me very much as well ,haha



Time to go back..




Let 's dinner.超强滚刷刷锅
Oh yeah ,a wonderful gathering between us.^^



end of 28th Aug 2010...



29th.
woke up at a very very early morning .
followed my bf went to his school.branch of foon yew as well.
the main field really awesome! view from 3rd floor.great scenery rite?students over there are so lucky!






bought this meaningful key chain :) cute till max....................!!!





curled my hair on that day ! but my eyes look so swollen ...haven 't awake la!

gonna stop here..time to yamcha ! someone is waiting for me.bye bye :D

D

一度陷入很糟糕的状态 . . .
神啊，救救我吧!






我想要透透气.
可是我不想回家.
我想走走.
可是我不知道还有什么地方可以去.
我想......其实我也不想.







我想我需要的是存在感,安全感,归属感,责任感。

我知道 我很贪心,,,,,,,,,,,zzz


学习本来就是一件很开心的事。
但是到了考试我又还是会找很多借口很多理由 埋怨这个埋怨那个。
有时候我自己也觉得很矛盾 有时候又乐在其中。