I hate AUGUST

I freaking wish that I have much more time to finish all my troublesome assignments , quiz or exam...week 11 is a depressing & hectic week for me.so I din go airport today.and now,my sis already reached Tokyo. hmm, see you next year k! miss you~
went to see a doctor yesterday for smth allergic.doctor gave me a lot of medicines and it caused me feel sleepy every moments!wtf I just woke up from nap why I still sleepy now?!!sigh .feel weak and without any energy to do my work.
zing ,can u be more stronger?!

well, superwoman going to continue her assignment.............

23th Aug

LOL,we went to klebang again..everly hotel become a MUST GO PLACE for celebrate birthday.why?Please forgive me because I cant say out the reason as the reason was so lame!hahahaaaa



As always, order a chicken chop with black pepper as my dinner.how come the sauce of black pepper was like the sauce of black pepper crab?!! I really thought that I 'm having black pepper crab,sweat...................zzz




2 of my friends order this because they thought is a main course.It costs them rm18.hahaaaaa stupid restaurant~!!!

After that we went to the MUST GO PLACE.as usual order a lot of cheese cake or choc cake.

I hate the cake with hazelnut.it 's really unsavory.although the appearance look very nice .




Banana cake .hate banana as well.LOL
I think my fav is only cheese cake no matter is marble cheese new york cheese or oreo cheese.



Well, I have no idea to blog anymore.
I wanna learn to write love letter from my leader already as his style of writing are so great .hahahaaaa
sigh,let 's continue my assignment lar............................zzz

Love the way you lie

Well, I admit that I 'm lazy to blog recently and I found that when some emotional feeling spring out I used to blog in Chinese instead of English. but I dislike type Chinese in blogspot as the feeling quite weird...don't you think so?

So, done BDS quiz on Friday.hope that I can pass with flying colors k.God, I already tried my best to study hard and be a very very very hardworking student so please ,treat me better ! I need luck, need it badly!

Btw the previous day my bf came melaka meet me as he started sem break already.so happy lor......and I still suffering a ton of assignments and final exam is almost after 4 weeks later. before 2 weeks his final exam almost started till this Thursday ,around 1 month and few weeks we never meet each other so long already. Maybe, maybe I be used to this kind of long distance relationship. Nevertheless, times flies and our relationship still build up in these few years. our anniversary is 21/12/2007. today already 23/08/2010. omg I totally can 't imagine that I spent so many precious years for you! After 18 days I will be a 20 years old and no more young girl no more childish and no more teenagers ...........wtf can I say no to 20?! No choice, truth is always cruel and realistic so the best way to solve it only can face it without any fear.

All right, now I wanna share somethings with my gals frens. Actually I just got back from jonker walk and I saw a familiar boutique in the street unexpectedly. which is mooie from bangsar,kl. Bangsar is a place there are a lot of boutique and I like to shopping over there very very very much. the clothes ,bags and shoes over there are freaking unique and high quality.that 's why I like to go there and grab a lot of unique stuff or clothes whatever.and mooie is one of the boutique in bangsar that I like. hahaaaa should be a great news for me right?!

http://mooieboutique.blogspot.com/

let 's take a look ya :D

p/s : rainbow ,so sorry about that the meeting I cant make it .please forgive me ya as I done it half already which means at least I still have sincerity rite?sorry sorry ya :)
and one more thing is I can't read your blog ler,how comeeeeee?!!!



somehow miss my bf very very much since I saw him on Thursday!
ermmmmm, gonna stop here .my cozy bed is waiting for me, lol
Good night everyone. zzzzzzzzzzzz...






* hope to go there again lar!:))

一触即发

睡了很长的午觉，却怎么也睡不够的感觉。
我确实，在和时间赛跑着...
真不明白别人是怎么分配时间的，为什么有多余的时间看戏上网约会温习功课玩游戏还是出去闲逛之类的。
然而我呢，我的生活中 没有偶像剧，没有约会，游戏很少。我到底在干嘛?!
我的24小时永远比别人少。我还没有真正掌握到如何把我宝贵的时间分配好。
不然就是，时间分配好了，半路杀出一个程咬金，结果又乱了。
我相信我真的很努力了，只是运气还是不比别人好。这类人就只能凭你的努力了。

由于我的性格想法作风太特别了，所以很少真正了解我的人。但是如果我发现你越来越了解我，我又会很害怕。又很不希望.又会觉得我不是这样。
上进心会是我一辈子都存在着的性格之一。无可缺乏的。如果少了这一点，我就不是林莞晶了。
永远都是好奇心驱使我去学习去探索新的知识新的东西。
都说活到老学到老了，我爸爸到现在都还在学习呢。
至于这辈子我最学不会的，大概就是与人沟通和相处吧。
我真的不会圆滑，真的很难逼自己明明很不喜欢这个人却死要和对方说话什么的。真的很难，至少对我来说。
我真的是一个只会对那些对我好的人或是我喜欢的人表达我想要表达的，其他我真的没有空去理了。
沉默就是我的表达方式。
慢热。




时间真的可以冲淡一切，包括爱情。






我最近在学习炒股票耶。

yuckssssss

Seriously, I really need a phone which is belong to me badly.
I need to find back those contact I lost and save it to my own phone.
but then now the problem is I dun have my own phone.
I need to spend money to buy a new one.
then the big problem come out which is I dunwan spend my money to buy a new phone bcoz I need to save money to travel around rm2k.
$$$ u r so important to me recently!sigh.cant live without you!!!

btw, meet my sis on thursday!cheers
freaking excited !!!
then hang out wif her today .watched a movie which was 'the sorcerer 's apprentice' .
erm,,actually not bad but I felt damn uncomfortable while watching the movie!
what the hell 's going on?
I put my cup corn into my bag.after enter the cinema I take out my cup corn then I felt so.....omg
totally spoilt my mood.@@

k la,gonna stop here ,good night !

你最近还好吗？

我说了谎。


我并不是故意的，
只是不想面对。







而我竟然犹豫。

(......)





快一个月不见了，你最近还好吗？














我竟然选择了最愚蠢的方法。
逃避。

Nothing special.

I almost finished my part of corporate finance 's assignment and now waiting for aqiya combine it.Finally, settle one of the assignment.Human resource and Management accounting are waiting for me .T_______T
From time to time, there was a feeling spring up on my mind while doing assignment. Useless.
How to describe this kind of sensation.. Something like when u r doing assignment and u need a lot of idea but then ur mind go blank.What the hell are you thinking of ? The worst feeling that I had. I dunwan do nothing for my group so I hope I can give my leader a hand. At least I tried my best but not waiting for others member done it. By now, I just realized that what I want -sense of participation. I 'm willing to be a responsible member. ^^Besides, I need a plan. so then I can follow my plan. That 's why I admit that I 'm a typical Virgo. >< And maybe I was wrong, maybe I can do it by another ways ? I oso duno.

Btw, I went to pasar malam with chienwah them just now.I bought a lot of food but I dun think that I can finished all by myself. Bought a egg tart for breakfast tomorrow and it costs me RM0.80 each only!It's cheap, isn't it? The price of foods are always reasonable in Melaka. Hmm,suddenly feel like go to Jonker and roam the street. Just like to stroll around the street,with you.

One more thing I wanna say is, my sister will come back Malaysia after these few days!!!Feel excited to meet her as we long time no see each other ady. =D But she ady informed me that she wont but present for me due to her flight is too rush for her without any extra time for her to buy.But I wont mind it as the more precious present is you ,my dearest sister !!!so,,welcome back our home.^^

Cherish okay?