during my sem break

There was not a lovely day for me.quite bored.
As usual, we went to city square ,for what?
Absolutely is shopping!!
A few years ago, I like to go there for shopping.
A few years passed, I found that there are totally tedious for me.
We only spent not more than one hour to shop the whole shopping mall.
Then we went for J.co , yogurt ice-cream again ❤❤
sigh. JB is indeed a boring place .No more place to visit !
That 's why JB people usually go to Singapore .
Since the mega sales has coming ❤
I wish the currency of S$ keep drastically decrease LOL
Btw , I had been there for fun on last week.
bought 3 clothes over there .(*^__^*)
met a good friend who worked in Sg as well.






There are so many mirrors around us.
Btw, i like this pic .hehe ❤



❤
my camera was heavy and it make my shoulder ache .
Fortunately I have YOU as you always help me to take it. hahaha
I gave you a new nickname which was dear dear .
I never expect that I could be so nauseating !!!LOL
It 's okay.sometimes can be very 38. :P


hmmm, today is Sunday; Sunday is family day///
therefore daddy decided to bring us go Tangjung Piai which is a cape in Johor which is the southernmost point of Peninsular Malaysia and thus the most southern point of mainland Asia.


My daddy , mummy and bro.❤


After that we went to kukup.
bought this 'agak-agak' which look like 'ang gu kueh' .the local product from pontian.
I like the red bean favor.xD




hello kitty ❤
just simply take it pic. so cute.^^
End of the little trip with my family.
although it was only a simple 1 day trip.
I am willing to spent my time with my family always .

happy birthday to U

24/05/2010
This was the 3rd time we celebrated your birthday together.
I dare to say this is the 1st time that I am so heartless without buying any present for you.
I had no chance to buy your present after the final exam I stayed at home everyday
even went out with friends only at the place which near my home.
Nevertheless I had been thinking about your present for a long time ady.
In a nutshell, I 'd like to say : so sorry about that...T________T
My heart always follow yours.❤
happy birthday, pls stay healthy and may the joy around you today and always!

Btw , my journey gonna vanished.
you 'd not know how disappointed that I am.
as I had been looking forward it for a monkey years.
BUT, I couldn 't cry. (tears)
You must be strong ,Zing.






I 'm not okay actually.
show me your concern?!

mini 7s arrived !!!❤

This photo was shoot by me.
Location : DP main field
the bigger hand is my boy friend , the small 1 is mine!
size and color of our hands are totally different!LOL
Nevertheless, i like it very much !!! the sunshine, the grass ,the hands even the people. ❤



Peace❤

The second day I reached my home , I had a spring-clean in my room.
there was so many dusty inside my room!!!
Then I found that my collection had been raise a lot due to my lovely friends bought for me when they were in abroad.
I feel really appreciate .thank you very much for those who gave me coke before. ❤



Some photos shoot by the same day.

Let 's smile :)

I have received my instant camera TODAY!!!
omg , can't imagine that I am so excited now.hehe
I got a dslr , lomo fish eye and instant camera now. What else ?
going to play my new stuff ////
bye~

my coin bag

Spring-clean yesterday,I found this coin bag accidentally .
Omg, it 's really cute you know!!!!!!
I remember that my sis gave me when I was in junior middle two.
Today, it become a nostalgia memory for me.
I should tell myself, Go ahead and never look back.
but I could not.
I 'm always look back .
I 'm always can 't forgot somethings happened before.
I 'm always can 't let it go easily.
I 'm always be a nostalgia person.
Actually I felt unhappy today.No why.
emotional come out occasionally.
sigh




我喜欢特别
不特别的就要简单
我喜欢浪漫
不喜欢bad romance
我喜欢低调
不喜欢引人注意
我本来就是这样你不懂吗？

holiday-ing!!!

There was a lovely night with them.❤
After the laborious final week, we hang out to Melacca town to relax the muscles. LOL
This is the 1st time we went out together ya.I like it very much !!
so bring along my dear camera and catch some pic with them.
I 'm always like to record all the memories which was happened on me and belong to me as well.
That 's why I like photographic so much ❤
Recording the every moment happened in my wonderful life.
Therefore, my life goes on and can't without a camera.

I 'd like to collect many types of camera.hehe :D
When I become a millionaire 1st. !!!



In toilet.LOL
5 of pretty babes yeah~
This is the only successful photo as there are so many unsuccessful photo before~
><||| Like this photo with rainbow very much!!
she was curled her hair on that day. & I like it.
I also change my hair style frequently as I like different personal style.
After this semester break I will bring along my curler back to Melacca .hehe :D
I 'm going to dye my hair again during this break as you can see my hair colour damn ugly now :(
hmmmmm.what colour more suitable me!? t h i n k i n g n o w.


We met michelle ,mei cheah and tze fern at jonker .!!!
me and aqiya shouted loudly when we saw michelle yeo!!!!LOL
I also wondered why we become so excited during that moment!?
maybe we miss michelle yeo very much haha btw she is a nice friend for me, :)

Like kimchi very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤


Outside the Toh Su Kong/

The raindrops have left spots on my room 's window.
I prefer raining occasionally .It was too hot for me during that time I stayed at Melacca .
Seriously, damn hot!!!
I can 't bear the hot weather even I wore a singlet and short pants only.
make me sweat. T_______T
After these crazy few weeks , having a 3 weeks holiday finally!!!
I just reached home by today.
why don't back on yesterday?!
due to one person insisted to come Melacca find me lorhhhhh. :P
he was quite miss me i think,hehe
but not so bad lar.these two days seems like a trip between us ❤
photo not yet browse to laptop ya~
Btw, I did the research about instant camera just now.
Because I 'm going to grab a instant mini 7s during this semester break.
yeahhhhh, actually I had been thinking about this for a monkey years ady .
omg,no more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ liao T________T
nevertheless , I can' t wait to grab this right NOW!!!

I swear, U will be mine asap.!!❤
gonna stop writing ~
good night everyone & sweet dream.

I want a man not a boy.

a man who knows how to appreciate the things I do for him.

a man who pampers me with something that money can't buy

a man who knows his mistakes and try to make it right.

a man who can be my pillow whenever i need someone to lean on.

a man who knows when to give in and let down his pride.

a man who'd communicate, listen and respond

a man who respects me, my family and his.

a man who enjoys what life has to offer.

a man who can say yes or no instead of 'anything'.

a man who won't keep me waiting though the day or night.

a man who (at least) try figure out what's going on inside me and resolve it.

a man who help the relationship work when it gets tough

a man who'd never lay his hand on woman

a man who works hard and planning well for his future

a man who is motivated

a man who takes responsibility for his actions

a man who gives me freedom that I need.

a man who loves me with no doubts.

introduce myself

As you all know, I 'm still a cheerful girl.
full of sunshine, around me.
full of confidence.
perfectionism.
19 years old.
outgoing.
warmhearted occasionally .
fond of photography.
hate been cheating by others.
like those who treat me with pure-hearted.
status? still confusing...
well, that 's me .
halo everyone ,I 'm zing.





falling sick.bullshit
going to exam tmr :'(
so please sleep earlier okay, sweetie!!?
text with someone now.
what kinds of feeling I am?
u won't know.
full of hatred?
absolutely NOT.
I won't change it from love to hatred.
I admit that i love you, but i can't believe you anymore.
so sorry.
once the broke of the promise...
I lost it at all.




(what a sorrowful night.)

Today .

I 'm going to sick now. :/
having sore throat and feeling vomit right now.goshhhhhh
damn tired around this few days especially today!!!
had been cheating by the billboard from ixora apartment,sucks.
it informed us that will no electricity on 9-3am today.
therefore, me ,huikee and yiru decided to go to school for revision .
due to the lift also under the maintenance today , we meet at 8.45am at ground floor.
How come all my friends said that the electricity had work regularly!!?
sweat ==|||
nevertheless, it was worth as i learned the LEASES today.
I 'm so glad to meet huikee in my university life as she is really a nice person u know?
she taught us many things and not for the homework only.
as well as she bring a lot of joyful for us . :)
NICE TO MEET YOU, gal !!

By the way, mummy and daddy came find me just now.
bro & grandma along too.
we went to Kampung Portuguese for dinner.
yeah seafood!!my favourite ~
portuguese baked fish, mixed vegetables, steam otak, satay, and the last one is my fav which is black pepper crabs!!!omg..................
u never know how enjoy i am. Especially the moment with my family.
daddy , mummy i love u so much :)
mummy, happy mother's day !!
sweetie gave her a kiss just now ,hehe :P
then my dad laugh me also.hahaha



I was really exhausted today,seriously.
mentally or physically ?!! the answer is both.
u should know WHY.


I realized that,
we should never expect too much,NEVER.



(No more tears.)

the end.

曾经说好要一起体验的旅行，你自己去了。
你不会懂，对那一片海 我期待了多久。
你也不会明白，我为什么那么坚持地 想要和你一起去。

我其实也好奇，你，这一趟旅行，是带着什么心情去的。
是很开心吗？ 一定。

但是这些 对我来说 已经没有任何意义了
有的只是 伤心难过 失望 遗憾 后悔。


没有一丝的 快乐与期待。


因为你的自私，让我的心 彻底绝望。









我不想再去面对，
也没有办法再面对你，很抱歉。


我开始
讨厌大海。
讨厌承诺。
我讨厌你。

真相 把一切真实都变成了谎言

刚刚很用力地 给了自己两巴掌
对自己说 坚强点 没错 我的坚强都是这样来的
也告诉自己
林莞晶 你是时候醒了吧
你以为你给的机会 有多珍贵
人家根本不屑 也不稀罕 呸
从今天开始 学着 不再相信任何人


我做人 有我的原则
我尊重你 也希望你尊重我


到今天为止 我才明白 这一个月来 我听了多少谎话

别把话说得那么好听 其实我们都心知肚明




你们要误会 请继续
真想就这样消失 不见。