。

你只不过放弃了一个永远都不会放弃你的人。

如此而已。

12.51am

每個在你生命裡出現的人都有原因

喜歡你的人給你溫暖關心你喜歡的人讓你學會愛和付出你不喜歡的人教會你寬容尊重不喜歡你的人讓你自省成長

如果你深愛過一個人當你聽到他說過的話、聽到他喜歡的歌、看到和他一樣的衣服、聽到有關於他的消息

哪怕只聽到名字

你的心裡多少都會笑顫抖一下


我会成长 我会学会付出 学会包容 体谅 善待 和妥协 
那是我这辈子最幸福的时刻 谢谢你 :)

murmur

又是一个寒风刺骨的晚上...

外头下了一整天的雨到现在都没有停过。


殊不知，我最害怕的就是下不停的绵绵细雨。 
虽然浪漫但也总是让人很难受

我以为现在已经是春天了？ 怎么还是在2°C

真的好冷。

每次午觉睡醒后，心里总会觉得空荡荡的...

睁开眼睛，躺在床上沉思了好久，脑袋里浮现了这几年发生的大小事。

这些年来忽略的人和事

梦想，家人，朋友，未来，生活.......

人的身體是很奇妙的，當你感到不快樂，或是憂傷，即使你認為你已經把這些感受壓下去，­我沒事了以後不會再想起了，其實你的系統已經默默的把這些情感記錄在案；愛逞強的我們­，眼淚都往身體裡面流，慢慢堆積成一座雪山，毒素滲進體內變成身體被逼習慣的一部分。

真的很想问一句：

这些年来，有没有人能让你不寂寞？

如果有，一定一定要好好珍惜他/她。

因为有些人一旦错过就不再...

60

我真的觉得岁月不饶人。

二十三岁了...


再过三个月回去就要踏入社会，就再也没有校园生活了。
有时候会很期待，也很害怕，未来是什么样的...
是不是会跟我想的一样...？ 还是...？

首尔的温差很大。
晚上真的好冷好冷，冷得寒风刺骨。
我也终于明白姐姐每次难以言喻的那种滋味了。


已经很习惯一个人走很多路，看很多的风景，做很多事。
突然有人陪着你，感觉很......奇妙。

也许是因为我本来以为我不会再遇到一个会让我很想爱他然后他也很爱我的人。


不知道花了多长的时间才能再一次卸下心房，不知道要有多大的勇气才能接受这一切。

总而言之，我只知道这一次，我如果每天早上醒来发现他在我旁边我就觉得自己是全世界最幸福的人，
他牵着我的手的时候我就觉得自己是最幸运的人，因为遇到他让我觉得全世界都在为我微笑，
跟他在一起的每一天我都觉得这个世界充满了爱，而我也恨不得跟全天下广播说他是我的。 

这就是爱吗？

；）

Day by day

I feel so glad as an exchange student in Soongsil University. I love my campus so much!
It's been a week since I arrived Seoul on the last Monday.
And today, I have attended the class on the first day of school!
It was so..........HAHA I really dunno how to say! LOL
okay I will just skip this part.
Speak about classes, I like the Korean Language Class so much! It was so interesting. Probably it 's because I never took foreign language before. I never learn a language from the beginner level, it's just like everything I gonna start from zero. It's definitely a good attempt for me, new challenge! ;)
and the lecturer is so cute & humorous!

Imy.

3.09 am

Another two more weeks to go...

25 Feb 2013

I 'm heading back to my home country as people always said I looks like Korean! It would be my first visit to Seoul, Korea. Thank you MMU Exchange Program for giving me this invaluable chance to join this! Deeply appreciate..  And I feel grateful for everything that had been went through during my last semester in MMU. Life is so unexplainable. So don't wait for the perfect moment, take the moment and make it perfect! Just live it and keep the dream alive! I'll definitely study hard & play hard for the following 4 months. I promise!

20-23 Feb 2013

There is another trip to KK with my fellow classmates. This trip considered as my graduation trip before I started my career. It was just happening and I wondering whether I could climb the Mount KK successfully without training my stamina....... :( Lack of time arghhhhh!!!!   

14-15 Feb 2013

I'm going back Melaka to pack & move all my stuff back to hometown! Ugggggggg, I 'll definitely miss u! The nice environment, bicker from the swimming pool and even the view from the living room. Every single things that ever happened in the house on my last semester. You, you, you and you.....!  :')

Gastric pain is killing me in the middle of night!
Soooooooooooo pain till can't fall as sleep  :'(((((((((((

被抛下的感觉真的很糟，一次就够了。

最近

最近的生活少了一些人，却又多了一些人。
也许人生本来就是这样，有的人来过，停留，你以为他们会陪着你一辈子，但到最后他们还是离开了。
有的人从一开始就一直在这里，没有离开过。
有的人匆匆来过，也匆匆离开。
又有的人虽然很迟才来到，却很努力地，想要留下来。

缘分，真是一门很深的学问。

谁会出现在你身边，谁会离开，这一切好像都是已经注定的。

无论如何，我都还是很感激每个出现在我身边的人，每个对我好的人。
毕竟我，不是一个对谁都善良的人。

那些对我好的人，他们本来就没有义务要对我好的。
所以真的，谢谢你们。 :')




monday blueeeeeeeeee

2 November

I'm gonna study hard, work hard, play hard & live hard for this semester. still couldn't believe that this will be my last semester in MMU. After this sem, no longer staying in Melaka. North or South? still haven't figure out. Hope everything go smoothly. Don't stressssssssssssssss! All the best ;)

it's a murmur

Hmmm...I still couldn't believe that I'm heading to Japan AGAIN!!! I never thought that I can have the chance to visit Japan for the Third time. It's kinda awesome! and I'm not going alone! There's a friend will take the same flight with me although we will be heading to different place in Tokyo but still, full of excitation!

As we know that life is so unpredictable, so we gonna live for today! Ashamed to say that I have wasted the two weeks holiday did nothing at home instead of pursue my 'dream' ( what i meant is my swimming class ;( ) Although I have my own difficulties to make it... but.................sigh! Sorry for being not keeping my promise ;(

My luggage is full with my sister's stuff and she said that means I gonna come back with all japanese stuff! HAHA as I didn't bring much clothes because I'm gonna wear her's! Thus, I think 15 kg is more than sufficient for me. HAHAAAAAAAAAAAA I can't stop laughing as she gonna bring me for Autumn shopping. Shibuya, Harajuku here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ;)

Bye.......Bon voyage!
 
 

It's October.

I have changed my blog's link, layout & template to make a new afresh. After the internship, the emptiness comes along without any motivation to start my day. I seriously enjoyed the time so much! Have been missing my colleagues & the working environment under the delighted tone in every moments.

There are still 2 more weeks holiday and I'm not heading back to campus on the first week. and I do worrying about that... After sooooo long, it 's about 8 months and we gonna meet each other again. I wonder what will happen to the next? Well, It's just kind of life.

Today is an opportunity to get better. Don't waste it! 

shortly update

Deducted all my annual leave, public holidays and weekends...
12 days left.

Finally, all the staff moved to new office in Bangsar South today.
The buildings look so modern.
It's really hard to describe without pictures!
wait me grab a new phone first then I only capture it before I left.
How niceeeeeeeee the working environment is!

Mum I miss u!
Dad I miss u!
I miss my family soooo much!
I 'm gonna back home for 2 months after all these things settled.



Love.

Oh

I just wanna say .................








I'm going home tomorrow!!!

Hooray  :P

(homesick lar..........)

My weekend!

Yo. It 's just a sunny Sunday. 

I did so much things within 24 hours!God, why is Friday so close to Monday? 

Why is time passing so quickly? 

I have too many queries and no one can answer me.  

I had an simple yet happy weekend.

Friday night after works, I went Midvalley with colleagues for shopping session! Lol we didn't take dinner after reached there. We just shoppppp since it's having great mega sales now! ;P

At the end I only spent RM39 for a dress in F21! Worth buying right!?

 

They're so cute! I like them ;)

And Saturday, hanged out with the one we didn't meet each other for half year I think. 

Just felt like ... meeting out with an old friend. 

We talked craps, acting around and did stupid things as we used to be.

Just something have changed. Nevertheless, it 's still you. 

I bought a pair of shoes. Again! = =

I was like a centipede as I never get enough of comfortable and nice shoes. 

Then we went Xu Liu Shan, a newly open dessert shop in Pavilion which originated from Hong Kong. 

Their mango desserts are superb!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just randomly picked this set. It costs me RM 12.90 or 13.90.

Actually the desserts in this photo are larger than they actually are. but it 's really awesome!!! 

Strongly recommended!  

By the way, after I had finished the awesome desserts and going to cashier. When I turned around, guess who I saw?!!!

I saw cheesieeeeeeeeeeee! My favourite blogger !!!!!!!

She is soooooooo pretty!

with Audrey - The cutie blogger and Suet Li - The great teacher!! 

They were just sitting behind me. eating Xu Liu Shan as well Lol 

I was so excited ! HAHA I was like a little fans since I read cheesie's blog for so long. :P

Like all her Japan posts badly! 

Sunday, which is today.

I spent my time with me, alone.

I washed clothes, read my novel, did something for someone, cooked lunch...... 

To be honest, I enjoy being my real self.

Time to tidy up my life. Time to work hard tomorrow? 

No more wasting time. no more grumbles. 

Be thankful for everything that happened to me, no matter good or bad. Some lessons in life are best learned through pain and grief.

Haha, that's all for my update. Enough exciting or not?!! For me, it is. 

;) 

Healthy day!

Things won't be so smooth all the time.

Cry if you need to, its healthy to shed your tears.

The sooner you do, the sooner you will be able to smile again.

Gonna learn to accept that not everybody is who you thought you knew.

Yes. I 'm so healthy today! :'(

Lost

I hate thief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





In fact, I still can't let go my phone.

I keep think about it when I was strolling around the street. ;'(




What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feeling like crying ......

Quick update!

We had an exclusive meeting today, with all the partners, directors, staff from Tax & Audit Department.
It 's the first time I've seen all the staff gathered at our workstation with so many serious faces.
And before that I have been told by colleagues our firm is going to announce a big news in the meeting.
Rumours around, everyone speculating around. No doubts, It did happened today.
No matter it's good or bad, It will not affect me so much.
Perhaps it will be getting better in the future. I don't know.
However, I did hope that I can join this firm after graduate since I like my colleagues so much, plus the culture is quite good, nice environment, and so much works. Lol
There are only 2.5 months left.
I cherish every moments spent with my colleagues.
I have been assigned for a job for around 2 months plus, and it's going to end soon. I'm currently working in a team. We travel to Klang, Shah Alam and Subang everyday. We took lunch and dinner together. We suffered. We talked about our childhood. We laughed out loud. We worked hard together. This kind of feeling is like... the fact is, you cannot do much without a team. Teamwork is extremely important to the success of any team.
Everything went smoothly except for one thing is - my phone got stolen last week.
It 's the most saddest thing which happened to me in these few months.
K la I'm not going to talk about it in detail since I know it doesn't help no matter how much I have complain to. I just lost it and I was sad. I 'm still sad actually! Fuck
Whenever happens it happens.
My colleagues and Seniors treat me sooooo well.
One of my colleague made sandwich for me. I was so touched and I wanted to capture it but I can't T.T
Another senior bought me a pack of meesiam as my breakfast another day.
Then they treat me dorayaki as well.
It might be very small things for others, but it did meant a lotsssssssssss to me seriously.
I 'll keep it in my heart. I 'm sincerely thankful for everything whatever happened to me.
Thanks a lots. =)
It would be great if I didn't received some sarcastic concern like 'buy another new one lar u are so rich' . . .
I was not born with a silver spoon. In fact, who actually I am, either I 'm rich or poor, I don't need to explain to anyone else. I just be myself. I won't care you so much. I 'm so busy to love those who love me! That's all. Lol
I 'm gonna work hard and use my own money to buy another one. I swear! ( Then my travel fund gone ) T.T
K la. No monday blue today! it 's quite weird ...........!!! Good night.

爱与近况。

话说我突然又不想换地址了。
再也找不到一个更适合的了。


管他的。




就突然很想update一下...... 虽然 ........
所以就 .......... 


这就是人生啊。





人生如果僅去求得兩點一線的一帆風順，


生命也就失去了存在的意義。









这就是我啊。


坚强起来走在刀尖上都不会哭。






你们呢？




过得好吗？

我很好呢。（当然我有时候也会不好....)


我很认真在工作，虽然每天早起很累..................................zzz


但是那一点一滴从工作中建立起来的自信与满足感，是无法用言语形容的。 你懂吗你懂吗？


热爱工作的态度，同事间的幽默，和默契、欢笑声。 


虽然很累，很累，像个工作狂一样，没有生活，但是还有太多太多好的事情，已经远远超过了那些累、那些苦。


我真的，很庆幸来了这里，学习。


一个既陌生又熟悉的环境，它真的会让你越挫越勇。


我有室友，但是我可以一个人生活，我找到我的目标。
我可以一个人上班下班洗衣煮饭打扫房间逛街看电影旅行吃午餐晚餐睡觉买东西换灯泡搬东西看医生跑步。
‘我可以’不代表我一定要这样做，但我有能力这样做。而且我真的很开心我可以这样做。
一个人是寂寞，但如果两个人要互相猜疑那才是痛苦。




至少我现在好好的。


爱真的不是嘴上说说而已。

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 林莞晶 。



我今晚很想哭。我也有伤心难过的时候。  :( 

F

To someone,

I'm gonna change my blog address.

Please do not visit my blog anymore.

APPRECIATE YOUR KINDNESS!




日久不一定生情，但一定见人心。

$_$

如果你觉得我在这里只是为了逛街、看电影、吃喝玩乐、享受生活，那你就错了。
你不懂我工作的时候多么努力学习为了建立我的工作经验。
从天亮到天黑。
常常工作到天黑才到家。


Auditor的生活，就是没有生活。
一天忙到晚，没有时间闲聊，没有时间谈恋爱，没有时间伤心难过，没有时间关心朋友，没有时间.......。
我真的很庆幸这段时间的我再也没有了爱情的牵绊，再也不会为了谁而心痛。
然而我把我仅有的一点点时间留给我最爱的家人。
也因为这样，我有时间好好地充实自己，让自己前进，而不是原地踏步。


我真的深刻体会到，原来实习是我人生的另一个转捩点。
来这里一个多月了，陌生的环境没有并没有把我变弱，它反而让我变得更强了。
它让我明白了好多好多，也让我更加确定了一些我从前一直犹豫不决的问题。
这六个月绝对会是我人生中一段很棒很棒的经历。
还剩下的那半年大学生活，我一定一定会好好珍惜!!!! 


哭的時候沒人哄，我學會了堅強； 怕的時候沒人陪，我學會了勇敢； 煩的時候沒人問，我學會了承受； 累的時候沒人可以依靠，我學會了自立... 

拿了第一个月的薪水，第一次逛街买东西，感觉好棒！
我觉得我是最精明的消费者和最会理财的实习生 
因为我一个月还可以存超过五百块。


我觉得这样的人生好棒。 
爸爸妈妈，谢谢你们。 ：）

Done

Hello everyone!!! 

I've officially finished my first out station job.

It took around two weeks for this company.

I just simply love this building as there are so many food court nearby. 

Some more the price are more reasonable than bangsar with a lotsssssss of choices!

Chicken rice, nasi lemak, thai style, Vegetarian, Steamed fish, Starbucks, TGI, bakery and so on lar! 

Almost bought bread everyday as my snack during tea time. 

I love this job very much. just simply enjoy it. 

My first job with an indian senior and a chinese audit assistant.

Before I started this job, I already knew that I'm going to follow an indian senior for my first job.

I was scared and nervous as she looks fierce. 

However, after these two weeks. I realized that she is just too nice!!!

And the another chinese gal, she is quite nice too!!  

I 'm sooooooo lucky to meet them! :)

After so many days, I have backed to the office and continue to amend the report. 

Senior bought goreng pisang for us during tea time.

Although I 'm still a newbie trainee. I haven't get familiar with all the colleague as I think there are more than 50 staffs in audit department. 

I just simply feel happy today. 

I hope that I can learn many things as it will definitely help me in my future career. 

Last but not least,

To all my family & friends, 

Keep your dreams alive!

Work hard !!!!!!!!

*miss this gal so much! <3